Monday, March 05, 2007
from now onwards, i have to keep on remind myself that i am a sports person..i can no longer sit down and slack in front of the television or computer and take in unhealthy snacks!! damn, ever since my back got injured, i had been avoiding basketball...stop playing it..all i did was watch tv and sleep my day off!!
I finally got back down to the court today, then i noticed how far i am from the others!! Running, stamina, strength, defense, attack and jumping..oh my god..i lost all of it to whomever you can see on the court!! Including wai ming..i guess i ran slower than him man..by the way, no harm ming!! The sudden lost of everything i used to have, made me so confused and lost!! back then how did i manage to get into the team to play yuhua cup against those top clubs in Singapore...although i sat on the bench during the games but at least when i was playing i did score..not one or two points but at least 3 to 8 points!! Which means i'm not really that lousy am I...Today those games really left me thinking what should i do..
If i continue the rest of the days slacking and do nothing about it till NS letter comes in, den i guess my life in camp will be hell..If i choose to buck up now and start to train back everything, den i guess i might be having the slightest hope of enduring through the NS life!!
I choose the second option..i dun wan hell in NS...thats why from now onwards, i got to train back...remind myself I'm a sports person and start training!!i need to get back my stamina first before this friday!! Its a must!!!God bless Singapore, God bless me and lastly God bless to my friends who are playing for Auto East in the second division!!
11:50 PM