Saturday, September 23, 2006
recently had not really blog something about me or post a long blog..its all because i'm busy playing football manager!!
just had a friendly game against the hornets..team play was lousy!!! miss alot of chances and rebounds...miss rebound is maybe their centers are much experienced than us but about chances we really had alot of them but we just did not place it in!! Now about my play today, normal, no threat to others like wat wai ming say!! totally agreed..cause i dun even noe what are the threats can a power forward does!! But anyway as long as i run according to the tatics is good already!!
thinking back its like since long i had not been playing seriously..what i meant is something i had within me but yet not show it out!! maybe nowadays used to sit on the bench and cheer for the team, play around with the others!! so the something had been kept else where!!
the last time i felt like really played seriously is during my secondary 5 time, where for the first time i played first 5..then the other times were during my youth cup, which i've wanted to prove something back then!! After that all the times i spent was on the bench and cheered!! now i'm really used to sit and wait..Maybe if suddenly asked me to start the game first i might just play worst!!
the fire within me is no longer there!! I've got no more passion in game cause i'm no longer confidence in myself and in my coach!!
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