Thursday, September 07, 2006
6th of September, i reformated my computer again!! for the past few days, i had been reformatting it till i also lost count of it!! anyway, thanks to my group of friends who came to my house today and help me solved my problem, finally my desktop is up running again and plus in a somehow faster way!!
The fortunate things is that, before i reformat my desktop, i made a back up copy of the folders i wanted in a friend's external hard disk..but the unfortunate thing is that i miss one important folder and i did not back it up!! made it simple, now i've lost the folder name Pictures (folder which i store all the photos from pass to present, the overseas photos!!)...Everything gone in a momment!! At that momment, i felt like cryin!! it seems like all the happy memories the fun momments seems to be like being took away by someone!! Now i can no longer look back at the photographs and smile at it!!
Never gonna be the same again!! Maybe its time to look forward and move along!!===================================================================
The last training, i witness some thing which i so angry with it that i really wanna go up to the person and punch him down right in front of everybody!! but as usual, my cowardness stopped me from doin it...And all i did was turn around and walked away, scolding that guy in a dark corner!! I really felt ashamed of myself man!! why can some one ham ji ham until like me?? Was wondering if the incident was happened on me, will anyone help me or will everyone will be just like me, turn around and walk away!!
After the incident, it made me really dun feel like playing for team SP..first is because of the incident and secondly is my knee area dunnoe why had been pained for about a week and not yet recover!! Its really affecting my mood and training condition!!
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