Wednesday, June 21, 2006
ever saw a kid or two, running around in front of you in the MRT?? does it reminds you when you were young..yesterday just another normal day in the MRT and i saw this two kids running around the pole..it somehow makes me think of the past..what i am doin at this age!!but sadly, i cant remember..during my younger days, i must be spending it meaninglessly, thats is why i cant even remember single thing i did..haha!!
then i was wondering how good will it be if i stayed at the age of 4 to 6..no need to think much about life, no need to work, say whatever shit you like to say, no need to care about relationship, no need to worry about people stabbing you from behind, play all you want together with few other innocent kids and just freaking dont give a damn about anything except for toys..haha..isnt that great!!
Now on the process of growin up, must learn to make decision..and to me making decision is really a damn tough module in life to pass..maybe till now as a teenager, my decision making skills still sucks to the core..Sometimes is not i dun wanna make decision, me myself also hate the word anything, but its just that if you make a decision, you must think for the other parties which i guess in singapore, many will object to the one making decision..Guess singapore peeps are all the same, partialy selfish and lazy!! Therefore if you do not make a right decision which is wat they wanted, they will object your decision!! So as a result, i chose the word "anything" or "dunnoe" to replace my decision, which also means i choose not to make a decision..Anyway no matter what decision is made i will follow cause in the first place is me who gave up the chance to make the decision, so i myself should have no reason for any objections!!
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