Friday, June 23, 2006
went back to SP yesterday after work.sian, no feel..got a friendly against Nanyang CSC, which i yesterday 10 minutes before match then got to know we are up against them..Dunnoe why i seems to be like no strength and felt real bored about the friendly..met up with qi xiang and head to the court..felt like sitting beside him and crap about the match siaz..somehow i felt sitting at one corner and joke about peeps mistakes is really a fun thing to do..
then the match starts. as usual the normal 5 go down play first..and i sat at one corner, wasn't really paying much attention to the game..playing with the leaves!! then about last 5 minutes of the quarter, coach ask me to sub dunnoe who..after while the whistle sound and i went back to sit again..No sweat but somehow felt good..after that sat the whole game till fourth quarter..about last few minutes plays me again! then the final whistle sound..and again, no sweat..haha!! was thrilled to go home liao but coach wanted to play another quarter..i was like KAO..Then yes, back at the same sitting area, playing with leaves again for the whole quarter!!
after the game, debriefing..cant believe although i played a total of 8 to 10 minutes in the four quarter, each 12 minutes, coach still can say out my mistakes..haha..Guess maybe i'm really the secret weapon of SP like wat qi xiang said..PLayed that awhile and yet coach still notice me..he said my shooting sucks and i agreed..i shot twice and i missed both..maybe because i'm the secret weapon, therefore i cannot be like other players..people takes at least 4 to 5 shots to score, then i must take at least the first shot to score..haha!! High hopes on me coach!!
On the way home, qi xiang ask if i think i will get into the team..and no doubt about it..Hell Yeah i'll get into the team..Confidence is high in me alrite!! then he was like craping he don't believe it..But i also understand why he said that..compared to last year, my thinkings were kinda childish..last year, i was like if coach never plays me and sub in those lousier player first then me, i will be damn du lan..but now guess thinkings changed..even if you dun play me, i also won't mind and somehow i felt good!! Me myself also dunnoe why i felt that way..Maybe it's because i have damn high confidence that i will get into the team baHz!! Instead of worrying your position whether is being threatend anot, why no have more confident in yourself and show them wat you got!!
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