Wednesday, May 03, 2006
yesterday was the first time i had training one after another straight..damn sian..morning work till 5pm den straight went down to Singapore poly for my training..after that went down to yew tee for yew tee CSC training..not time to grab something to eat siaz..haha..
training was alrite in singapore poly..manage to dribble past defenders, but still the same..had chances to score and yet i did not have confidence enough to put it in the basket..thats the wat i lack of..CONFIDENCE..sigh..plus my attacking skills...i need to buck up on this two points..
after that, head down to yew tee training..first time sit ah guang car..he talked alot with gary and i'm at the back listening..he made me realize how childish i used to be in the past during the conversation he had with gary..now i understand liao!! after that in yew tee training, damn alot of peeps cause the rongda youth team also went down..so i wait and wait and wait..haha!! until my turn, my muscle are like cool down liao..had all the chances i wanted..but i got no strength..yesterday was the most disappointing training in yew tee..i really mean it..think i had to give up on my nike dream!!
had been thinkin whether to continue with my current way of spending time..morning work, after that go down Singapore poly gym after that head home..everyday the same..seems abit lifeless..think i got to stop that for maybe 2 to 3 weeks..and see how first!!! fear my strength and mentality maybe not the same as the past, but hope i can maintain through the discipline i had in myself baHz!!
got to start work liao..thats my start of the day liao..sigh!!attachment really changed my lifestyle!!
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