disaster really follow after the trip..just as i predicted before the trip..haha..dun wanna say watz shit i encounter cause it so sadden and maybe i wont be playing it for sometime from now on...dunnoe is it my back really ache or am i just thinking about it..today after the whole damn friendly, my back is like aching non stop...aRrgh...hate that feelin..feel like lying on the ground siaz, den stretch..dunnoe is it my mind is making a fuss out of it or is it really my back is aching..the feelin starting to be overwhelming me..i fear i can no longer take it anymore and just break down...cant imagine i am a handicap...really cant...can someone really pls tell me i have over thought about my current body condition..i had been asking myself this similar question..should i stop till the report is out or should i just carry on playing and leave everything behind..wat should i do..i am really a sissy boy cause i cant make such a simple decision..i really hate myself sometimes..