Wednesday, March 22, 2006
why does it have to be parents are always right..watever they say we must follow and do..they always say one must have the sense of time and usually the one who doesnt have it is them...and if you do not follow watever they ask you to do, they will just scold the fucking out of you...when you are a child they do that..when you are a teenager, they also do it..wonder if you turn adult, will they continue..wonder if they have left you, they will appear in your dreams and do wat they like to do to you..i am sick and tired of all this last minute things..always like when i am about to leave the house, she will like ask me to do something..if turn the whole damn thing around, she is meeting someone and she is about to leave the house, you ask her to do something, she comfirm will scold you..why must it always had to be me..sometimes i just feel like leaving the house once i wake up and come home at about evening...that is the time she will not ask me to do anything!! think this is starting to become a habit..i fear one day i might just turn my back around, facing towards her and explode everything, which is in my mind out to her...
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