why am i so suay...everytime when i found a reason to pick myself up from the bottom, i will ended up fallin back down again!!really damn du lan with myself..why am i so weak that i cant even do these simple stuffs...and ended up injuring myself...this time round is the knee..my god..my lord.pls tell me when will you spare me once..now even when i jump i can feel the pain in it...as if something sharp is poking through it..dreams, hopes, morales really shattered at this point of time..the girl in the previous post is really very very cute..so mesmorise by her siaz!!haha!!her name is ruby..