Yesterday went over to my friend's hse watch soccer, liverpool vs chelsea...nice win by chelsea, 4-1..after that went over to timah eat prata..was listening to one of my friends saying how life sucks...man i agree with you but you just cant stop living cause life sucks...you got to carry on man..so i was tellin him be happy to pass the day instead passing the day sad or moody!! but one thing he said is totally correct la..you just cant always bluff yourself away..always lying to yourself that how good you are how good your day is and how successful you are..this really hits me man!! Think all these while i had been lying to myself man!!how my days are perfect, how i have so many friends around me, and how good i am..all this bullshit i used it to lie to myself..man..the reason why i am not moving forward in life is maybe because of all these lies..i been running away from reality..think its really time to face it..i just cant possible run away from it through out my life..its really time to face the truth...people who were out there and i had said the following sentence ,"I have dominated you before"or"i have dominated you", i am sorry man!!cause i am just trying to lie to myself that i am good...think all i had to do is to work harder in life man..