yesterday had a match against chong gchee..had the feel to play well and play rough because this is the team i hated most in the whole wide world...if was to say how this rivary began is back 1 year ago when i am 18..this team purposely let another group to enter second round while we are the one who should be entering..they purposely lost to this lousier team in order to kick us out of the tournament..finally i had a chance to play against them again..but disappointment happen again..first quarter i never play..second quarter i also never play..third quarter last 2 to 3 minutes went down..fucking hell open position no one passes ball to me..nevermind...get to play but never had a chance to touch the ball meaninig no commitment..fourth quarter i play main 5..1 minute later got sub out because of one small mistake...which is i did not get the interception..wat the fuck..like tat den sub me out..everyone had much worst defense and mistakes than me why sub me out..after i get out of the court, i start to pack my bag and un-tie my shoe liao..cause i noe they wont put me in anymore..really feel like just walk out of the team..everything..wat feel wat hatred all gone..after that got de-briefing dun give a fuck aRrz..just go get change and go off...dunnoe why did i waste my time to get down there when i already noe i wont be playing anyway..why did i still had to go down and give ppl laugh at as a bench warmer..still thought this things wont be happening on me but i was wrong..once you got injured, everything changes..the way people look at you..the team look at you..everything changes..now i noe why jun lin and kang wei walk out of tongwhye..but anyway finally its all over..had a match next week but think i go down and dun no longer matter anymore..think consentrate on the mid semester test coming soon better..fuck yuhua zone 2 la...for the time being, i wont be goin back liao...when i go back i make sure i am the starter of the team...