phew..finally the school days are over for this week...its been so fuck up this wk..many things happened..ha~actually many things can be classified into one catergory...later then talk about it..its been so fuck up this week...thursday and friday especially..both the days ended at 6pm sharp..oh my god..go home really very tired liao den sleep till next morning den wake up go to school again therefore no time for online...ha~this time table dunnoe when willl i get use to it..think it will take a while baHz!!back to the happening things...it was on wednesday..i saw this girl..dunnoe why i saw her liao, i feel that..aRrz..i dunnoe how to say..i only noe my heart keeps pumping very fast and i was damn happy..dunnnoe why!!!den i used aaron phone and took down her back view but aaron deleted away...anyway nVm..after that she left and for the following days, i felt so depressed..i kinda regret i didnt approach her..ha~aaron did call me to go up to her but with my hair now, my ugly looking and she so pretty and sure got bf reasons i never did approach her...i regret man!!how...i noe ppl saw my this blog will say i very despo or dk...but the feeling i really cannot explain...maybe i really despo but hey i never had one in the past, so i think its alrite to be despo!!!i need a girl oh my oh MY!!